its been a long long time since I've blog but they say letting it out once a while could help clear you mind and start moving on so yea...
Sometimes how i wish i can choose only one of it & probably my choice would have been the brain. It helps me to think wisely and act in the best way for myself and the ppl i cherish most but sometimes with the heart going on, i just unconsciously driven to despair, sad sad emotion. I know tat i can't be like this but i just could'nt help it and that is y i feel tat how i wish for myself to only own a brain and zero heart.
but then again, when i told my bro bout it, he just make me realize that without the heart i wouldn't even have ppl to cherish and work hard for.
the feeling im having now is really confuse and hard, concealing in my disappointment on myself and telling myself to work hard just not helping me. Wishing to let the tears fell down but still holding it in so as to convince myself im ok and let's move on. Not that i don't know what i should do but in fact i do, just wanted to express my feelings and hopefully this will help me start to work hard once again.
P/S: There is just too many things happened that cause me to have a heart vs brain situation and it just tear me down.
