acca or icaew = confusion???

I'm currently doing my cat with a choice of proceeding either to acca or icaew.. hmmmmm??? one word confused.. I still remember the very first call i got from sunway tes inviting me to attend the icaew preview in bdo.. I was having a big diffuclty to speak on the phone as i just went for the extraction of wisdom tooth.. talking till halfway, i got super frustrated and just took the cotton out of my mouth and speak normally ( but still kinda weird haha).. After getting the good news, i headed towards my dad shop to explain to my parents bout it.. They were scared to death as i kinda forgotten to placed a new cotton in my mouth causing the blood to keep oozing out from the wound.. conclusion, my mouth is covered by blood lol..

Went for the preview with the mind set i'm there just to take a sneak peek that's all.. but after hearing to the conditions and stuff, i started to take an interest on icaew offered by bdo.. during the discussion session with miss elaine ( i think), i got a little nervous but still i managed to actually speak up.. However never will i thought that i will get short listed..

After a few weeks, as i was taking my sweet bath, my dad received a call from sunway-tes informing my dad that i got short listed.. I was kinda happy when i heard it and started to discuss with my parents.. In the end, my mom came to a conclusion saying that we will not take the icaew offer but still intend to go for the meeting during the saturday.. due to some circumstances face at home, i was unable to attend the saturday icaew thingy.. With that, i have a mind set of not going for it already.. However, i got a phone call around 3.30 (saturday) asking whether im on the way to sunway, i was like "goodness lol" so my dad took the phone and spoke with the person concerned..

Anyway, its like we go round and round in confusion of whether wanting to take the icaew or not.. Contacted my uncle, who is an accountant now working in england and other people yea.. Personally i really wanted to take this course but i don't think with the current state i'm in will be able to take this course.. I'm currently having a hard time, so to lessen my mother and father's burden, i probably will just choose the road they prefer the most.. I really like to thx Dato' Gan for calling my dad personally and speaking to him.. So, now the decision is fully on my parents' hand..

P/S: my plurks are all like not taking then confused then taking again.. round and round my head is spinning lol.. Hopefully this time with no regrets..

Additional notes: sometimes is not tat i don't want it but circumstances dun allow it.. it just come at the wrong time.. (ming zhong zhu ding ba)

a touching story~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI TING

Happy 18th Birthday girl!! May all ur wishes come true yea!! Got guitarist there to play happy birthday song for u too ah!! Shuang shuang oh, may u have a nice n great birthday today!! Enjoy urselve oh ^.-

giving help = giving ma fan

Have u ever thought of helping one but actually only coz trouble to the one?? tat feeling really hurts.. Watching drama, the main char will actually find out tat she actually wanted to help and appreciate it.. but in real life, tat would never ever happen..

Giving trouble = giving trouble.. No matter wat ur actual intention is, u still just created problems and troubles.. Why things always happen like tat when i just wanted to help.. i never understand.. I once even thought and wonder wat is my existence for?? to create trouble maybe?? Do i actually always cause troubles and nth to other ppl?? I hate the self i am now..

P/S: sry for being such an emo, i just dun understand..

nice song - 偏愛

What if??

What if?? Anybody here ever ask this question whenever you did a mistake or something that you wish you can turn back the time?? I'm one of them who often think of that whenever i have nothing better to do..

Yesterday, after coming back from the icaew preview, I went to my dad shop to have a talk with my parents.. As i was just chit chatting in the shop, one of the owner of a car parking right in front of my dad shop had a small argument with her son.. I don't really have any idea bout their arguments, but what really caught my attention during the whole argument was this sentences:

Son : 早知道就不 do la!! Can or not?? (If i know then i won't do la!! Can or not??)

Mom:早知,早知,現在說有用吗?!?! (If u know, if u know, now only say still got use meh??)

They are speaking in cantonese anyway.. What they are arguing i won't want to interfere but it is truly said by the mom, if we only know how to say what if now, what is the whole point.. Time can never be turn back.. We may do a lot of things that we regret doing it, but in the end who has never did mistakes before?? By making mistakes, we grow up a little..

Thinking of what if wouldn't help us a lot but just making us to maintain at where we are and not improving.. So, those who always think of what if (me XD) should start ignoring that part of thoughts and start moving on with life doing what i am suppose to do.. "What if" and "tommorow" have been the famous terms among people nowadays i think..

P/S: All the best for the coming mock exams to cat and acca students, and final exams for a level students!!

Pain or not??

scariest chair of all?? YES!

Suddenly Remembering last year shaiful (our spbt pres remember??) told me he was going for the surgery to extract the wisdom tooth but it was scary so dunno whether he ended up going or not lol..

Bak to the topic, yes finally i went to extract my annoying wisdom tooth.. Im suppose to only extract one but ended extracting both sides as both sides wisdom tooth nid to be extracted out sooner or later..

Went there round 10, saw the nurse n she explained the whole procedure.. took me to get x-ray, tat the best part of it.. looks super cool as the machine rotated round me lol.. then the doc explained tat i nid to extract two.. he say it can be extracted out one by one, but decided not to as i think of doing it one shot.. Feel the pain once and for all.. no solid food for round 10 days or more..

The whole procedure started by swallowing an antibiotic and a pain killer then with 4 jabs, two jabs each at both sides.. Then im given a glasses to wear to prevent the light damaging my eyes but i dun dare to open my eyes as im afraid ill tremble when i saw the equipments around me.. the jabs were a bit sting but overall ok.. the whole process started by dunno wat he doing.. i can feel the force of pushing, pulling, and cutting.. i can hear a super loud screeching noise doing something tat i dunno wat it is.. really super noisy.. Whole process wasnt painful but very 'suan'.. The doc say the pain will onli come after the numb go off.. Numbness was everywhere, i can feel tat my toungue and even my bottom lip are numb.. hardly even remember tat i open my mouth for 1 whole hour..

Love the nurse n doc there, they are really kind as the nurse keep patting my shoulder during the whole process of the surgery.. but the cost of surgery was high, super high, 1500++, juz for extracting two teeths.. saw my wisdom tooth both cutted into pieces oredi.. guess i can use this time to go on diet haiz.. pain will be everywhere later in the evening.. bit nervous bout it.. Will be seeing the doc again maybe after 10 days to get my stitches taken out and that cost another 30++.. goodness money flowing out like crazy..